BLAH

formspring.me

2010-06-01T19:02:00.001+10:00

Ask me or Tell me anything! http://formspring.me/Chiesan

formspring.me

2010-06-01T19:00:00.001+10:00

Ask me or Tell me anything! http://formspring.me/Chiesan

R E A L I Z E

2010-05-02T01:39:00.003+10:00

"I could really use a Wish Right Now"

It has always been an On and Off Fling
exactly like flickering the light
but I want it to be more than that!
Hmm Hope you do realize before it becomes.
another turned OFF light

L O V E

2010-04-14T01:25:00.000+10:00

"We all just want Somebody to Love"

L A S T O N E

2010-04-14T01:16:00.003+10:00

Hmm i think I'm going to stop posting
on My Blogspot
But, i'll be blogging on my Tumblr
Which i'll keep to myself
Unless someone finds it :S

N O T H I N G O N M E

2010-04-07T21:27:00.002+10:00

I'm inlove with the original of this song but,
This is So Much Better
Thanks Jaytee for updating Me on This!

Nothing On Me - Pmac Ft JVoQalZ

R A I N I S B A C K

2010-04-07T11:41:00.002+10:00

Hi, I'm Storm
Rain's Brother
I think everyone should get
HIS NEW ALBUM!!!

Rain - Back To The Basic

R A I N - L O V E S O N G

2010-04-06T19:13:00.002+10:00

hmm Big CoO-ink-a-dink!

A L W A Y S

2010-04-06T13:54:00.002+10:00

I've always Questioned how people
can just lose feelings for one another so Easily
If anyone knows the answer to that.
Please, tell me!

Hmmm Anyways, yesterday was a tiring day.
studied during the day till around 4
and Pierre came and picked me up to go gym!
LOL i think im inlove with the Gym and Dancing
Its the only things which lets me Get Away From It All.
Oh then went to KrispyKreme after gym.
YES, i know silly to go gym then KK but, I only went
for the Coffee! Had a little Dance session outside of KK with Pierre aswel
I can tell his got the same passion to learn Dance, Just like Me!

I'm really thankful to have become so Close as Friends with
Jaytee, Jamie and Pierre
over the Long 6 Weeks Holidays
Because, i would have no idea how i would have pulled
through so much drama not just within my life but, Family too.
They are not My Friends, They are More.

F I R S T D A Y

2010-04-02T22:09:00.004+11:00

So Right now I'm stuck out the Front of my Bloody house!

Today, woke up around 12 half dead, and got ready
just to go over to Jamie's house to help fix his car.
OMG i feel SOoooo SICK! eh
plus the cat fur in jamie's house wasn't helping what so ever.
Long Story Short i just had a nap at jamie's house whilePierre, Jaytee and jamie helped work on the car.
because i really wasn't in the mood to help out.

we all Ended up going back to jaytee's house and pierre cooked us his
special fried rice! which was really nice! eheh

I can't believe i got sick on the first day of holidays!
Pierre took me home and i saw lights turned on + a car out the front
thinkiing someone was home.
So silly me said to pierre "Yeh don't worry im sure someones home you can just go"
I END UP KNOCKIING THE DOOR and NO ONE ANSWERS!
turns out they are all out at a party and i didn't bring my keys
AND RIGHT NOW AT THIS FUCKN VERY MOMENT
IM LOCKED OUT OF THE HOUSE! LOLOL FML
its 10:20pm
I have no idea when they are going to come home
sitting in the car left out the front of my house
which was left unlocked
I can't contact pierre because he lost his phone
Jamie can't come and save me because his car is at home
Jaytee can't do anything because his a limp dick
and i called up Jaytee and Jamie telling them about this
and guess what they said ?
"COME PLAY HON"
i was like OMFG don't worry about me its fine LOL
thats my day so farh
and yes im typing this while im actually stuck out the front of the house.

T U T O R

2010-03-27T21:17:00.004+11:00

Made this in Tutor the other day Randomly thought i might share =D
Red 5 GUM FTW`

F A I L N U D I E S

2010-03-27T21:04:00.003+11:00

Well a couple days back, My NUDIES GOT RAPED!!!!
Felt like the end of the world i swear!
Like, I had a water bottle in my bag and it spilled in my bag.
I HAD EVERYTHING IN MY BAG
*Nudies*Two Stussy Singlets
*Two water bottles
*Wallet
*Keys
*Phone
*Paw paw Cream
*Watch
*BeltAND IT ALL GOT OWNED BY WATER!
openniing my bag seeing my Nudies Soaked just Broke my Heart =[ LOLOL

Ended up hanging everything out to dry on the train seat,
Looking like a Hobo Living on the train, as you can see ahaha

Coming home from Dance, my Nudies smelt like a
GIANT DONE A MEGA ATOMIC SHIT
SOO i decided to hide and put it into the Frezzer
and it smelt like NEW! LOL
things i do for Nudies =D

Ps. JAYTEE YOUR A LIMP DICK.

L I M P

2010-03-21T10:08:00.003+11:00

Yesterday was a fun day,
for jaytee i guess aha
Nice to see his LoveLife is getting back
on track after, 2-3years?
Feels soooo good to be helping him out
along the road
because the three of us could tell
He still Misses her to this very day!
but, hey issues are going smooth for him for now
Ps - jaytee you have a limp dick! LOL

OMFG LOL @ HOW PEOPLE
TALK SHIT and DON'T HAVE THE GUTS TO SAY IT TOO MY FACE
They have to go through silly formspring and be a Hero behind their keyboard

www.formspring.me/Chiesan

W A I T

2010-03-20T11:37:00.003+11:00

"Just another Story of One Waiting for the Other,
While the Other is Waiting for The One" -LoverBoy

I tried My Everything from the Beginning of the Story,
I know i said i would tell my Love Story But,
I'm going to leave that Love Story Untold.

Anyways Off to Ing Fest! Now WOO!

D E A D A N D G O N E

2010-03-20T11:15:00.004+11:00

J A C K E T

2010-03-08T22:02:00.007+11:00

Sunday -
Today was a Fun Day!
Went to DK at the City for hiphop
with Vikki, Joanna, Jenny-Lee and Alison!
and like i smacked my hand on this pole =[
the choreography was alright.
I was the Thursday Nights one, and it was way! better!

After, Watch Shutter Island with Victoria.
LOL @ THE CHICK WHO STACKED IT WALKING IN THE MOVIES BWAH!!
can't believe Vikki and I was the only ones crackiing up but ehehe
I guess the Movie was alright. could have had a better storyline to it!

OH and i went shopping!! that day ehehe
I got LeSpecs Shades! $69.95
and a Random looking watch $20, it was cheap because the batteries are dead?
but, it seemed perfectly fine to me!

Also, Luvod on the train eheh ill post them later!
after vikki edits them!

Today -
I GOT MY JACKET TODAY! WOOOOO oh and
LOL WTFudge!!
i got a random dress + measuring Tape for free because it was a special or something
oh and gymed! <3 the gym!

Promised i would give this to Linda.

Hehe Love the Jacket, ill luvo in it one day!

W O N D E R L A N D

2010-03-08T21:53:00.003+11:00

Saturday -
Went out with Jaytee, to go grab MAH SUPERNOVA TICKETS.
Bummed around the Square like a loser
oh and bought a new razor and umm cosmetics eheh
afternoon, either party, work or take my little cousins out to a movie.
silly me picked, mah little cousins because it was either party or supernova this week!
Watch Alice in Wonderland! She is the Sex! ahah and Johnny Depp WOOHOO!

Don't you just Love his eyes!?

H A P P Y

2010-03-04T21:07:00.004+11:00

bwahwa i feel so HAPPY TODAY 8D
Theres no reason behind it
but theres REASONS harhar
Just that everything is going my way at the moment
Nothing to worry about, just helping people here and there.

I wish i could do more than just talk people through their problems,
and just snap my fingers and simply BAM!
Problems fixed but NOP
All i can offer is my insight on situations and comfort
which makes me a HAPPY CHAPPY BWAH

Was just Dancing, trying to get that feeling back
Theres so much i missed out on and so much i could have learn't
but, hey im here now more than willing to have fun!!
and OMG SUPERNOVER NEXT WEEK
WHICH IS GOING TO BE THE SEX!
its at the same area as HTiD so should be good! plus
More people are going this time i know not just
4 people BECAUSE SOMEONE WAS CHEAP!
YES YOU, MR KOREAN SUPERSTA WITH THA KOREAN COAT BWAH
WOOOOO!
LOL@HOW PIERRE RAGED AT ME AT GYM FOR DOING TO MUCH

PS. LOL@VIKKINATORNEEDSTOTAKEALUVOWITHTHEKFCTEE

STUSSY IS THE SEX

be awesome and FORMSPRING.ME

O U T S I D E R

2010-03-02T13:30:00.003+11:00

I'm just simply blow away by Outsider's
Rapping, its EPIC!

OUTSIDER - THE OUTSIDER

I think his the faster rapper alive maybe??

B 2 S T

2010-03-02T13:20:00.002+11:00

OMG B2ST IS THE SEX!

I THINK EVERYONE SHOULD DOWNLOAD THEIR NEW ALBUM

B2ST - SHOCK OF THE NEW ERA

HTiD

2010-02-28T10:10:00.002+11:00

Last night was a fail Night for
Jaytee and Pierre
Full took one for the team!
I Love You Boys!
But, for Jamie and I
OMFG!! HARDCORE TILL I DIE WAS AMAZING!

DJ Hixxy was playing!! and his like Epic bwah
even got to take a picture with him!
My feet are sore as a mother fucker!
sorry for the language aha
Danced the Night Away From
9pm - 6am
and here i am still awake from the Rave
Since 11am yesterday
I feel sooo worn out! Haven't had this feeling in a while!

I've got some videos of the rave too, might post it later
because i don't have the cored thingo ma bob =]

I'll continue about the night later, Imma get some beauty sleep!

P A R T Y

2010-02-27T01:41:00.001+11:00

Partied the Night Away!!!
with Just the Three!
Even though there was a little drama here and there
with This dick-head-of-a-white-homo-dudeeee
and my sxc asian boy jamie!
I have to say the night was AWESOME!!

Seems like a lot of people commented me on my Shirt too hehe
dumb thing is, it was a Singlet LOL
STUSSY LOVE!!

Jaytee broke down some moves which was nice to see too!
Woot woot Party party woot woot! harharhar 8D

Y R 7 S T A L K E R S

2010-02-25T22:53:00.002+11:00

Today was a beautiful DAY!! bwah
besides me having to run for the bus this morning!
that was like a KILLER MISSION!
I love the weather but, hating how its changing so constantly!
Most of my time today I wore a beanie because,
Im not bothered to do my Sex hair every bloody morning!
Full paranoid the whole day!
because everyone within the school was trying to take my beanie off!
GRRR aha full looked like a sped holding onto the beaniie!

At one point the bloody teacher came pass and BAM!!
took off the beaniie and OMG so embarrassing might as well not
show my face at school anymore bwhah
that bitch of a teacher! nah kidding shes awesome 8D

OH!! and turns out i have like a group of year 7 stalkers!
It wouldn't be the first time, ill say that!
People told me they had pictures of me on their phone?
and i thought it was just my luvos from maybe bebo or facebook.
Well i was wrong, apparently they take pictures of me with their phones!!!!
and THATS HELLA CREEPY TOO THE MAXXXX!
I would have gone to tell them off
but, all year 7 are on camp! so Damit!

ANYYYY WHOOO
I'm feeling awesome tonight
and can't wait for tomorrow night but like
HOW AM I GOING TO GET BACK HOME???

S I M P L E T H I N G S

2010-02-24T21:26:00.002+11:00

YEH!!!! finally after like a week
Finally got back to gym,
because i haven't been in ages
all because of this tattoo
oh and btw
my uncle found out about my tattoo!
just said the reason why i got it
and his like oh well just don't get anymore!
Thought i was like going to enter hell
and be raged at TOO THE MAXXX bwah

I always ask my little cousins
how is their day at school ?
but, today one of them actually
Asked me, how was my day, what i did and how I'm feeling!
that just simply made my day
that actually he had the decency to ask me!
bwah i know sounds weird, but idk
His only like 8 aha

Can't wait for FRIDAY!!!!

C O N V O

2010-02-22T23:53:00.002+11:00

"don't ask me those questions, i dnt need them
you may think it was my loss, but to me it wasn't..."

- anonymous

Looking back at the conversation again and again!!
I have no idea what was going through your mind,
I just can't believe i saw that

B L A H

2010-02-22T23:16:00.000+11:00

http://www.formspring.me/Chiesan

formspring.me

2010-02-22T22:22:00.001+11:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/Chiesan

formspring.me

2010-02-22T22:21:00.001+11:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/Chiesan

T E A R S

2010-02-21T19:07:00.003+11:00

"Every second every minute I was so dam committed.."

This song bought me to Tears
so thought I might Share
and Honestly I don't care what People Think of Me
Just because I show Emotion

Shawn Stevens - This Girl

LOVE - endures all things

O U T O F L O V E

2010-02-21T18:38:00.003+11:00

I don't understand how She just fell
Out Of Love simply like that,
Just shows how Strong She Really was
and how much She needed Me there
to be The One
to Remind Her
But, now that I am here
and Have been There
I keep getting told its too Late.
Which Annoys me So much deep inside
even though I may not show it through my Actions

F O R G E T

2010-02-21T11:53:00.003+11:00

Lost For Words,
Not Knowing what to think anymore.
No matter What I do,
It only takes my mind of Her
for that One Moment
I really do miss her.

Hmm Last night was a FUCKN MISSION,
Long Story Short.
Drove to City for a Party,
Then Walked to Star City for Dinner,
Back to the Car, Heading Towards Vietnamese Festival,
At the Festival, KoreanSuperStarJaytee Gave his Digits out LOL
Headed Back Home
Car Broke Down For A bit.
Crashed at KoreanSuperstarJaytee's House
SHITEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE
But, up side is my Nudies didn't get Ruined this time =]

A N O N Y M O U S

2010-02-19T01:10:00.004+11:00

"It takes a Minute to Like Someone,
a Month to Love Someone,
But a Lifetime to Forget Someone"

- Anonymous

J A Y T E E

2010-02-18T22:03:00.001+11:00

This is Why he is Not my Friend, but my Brother

Jaytee. says:
bruz dont listen to what anyone says to make ur judgement of how u really feel, if u have the feeling to keep trying stick to it and neva give up and maybe just maybe she will realize that u are true and u do stick to ur word with truth man. dont ever question ur love for jess cuz i know its real u know its real and everyone else knows its real u just got to keep holding on no matter howmuch it
hurts bro cuz in the end either way if u doubt ur self with her ur still guna miss her and keept getting hurt so yeah bro do whatever ur heart tells u how to feel
sorry bruz went to check out ur blog saw ur pm and iw as like the fcuk so yeah thought something was up

- снізѕαи♥ says:
hmmms thanks jaytee
imma blog what you just said to me if you done mind

Jaytee. says:
np bro got ur back that what brothers for man
haha np man lol

- снізѕαи♥ says:
yeh thats how we do =]

V I C T O R I A

2010-02-18T21:29:00.004+11:00

One day, there will be that One day
we all Regret
I just want to leave my mark within her Mind

I've realized, Thanks to Victoria
What am I getting in Return for what I've done ?
Nothing
Is She putting any Effort ?
Guess, Not
Then, Why did i keep on trying ?
......

I got asked, Do I want to keep trying ?

I Answered, Do I Need to Keep trying ?

I hate thinking what you Lost,
was Something you Wished for

Lil Eddie - Bring Me Back To Life

R A G E

2010-02-18T19:14:00.001+11:00

I wasn't going to post this but, neh

Date Written - 15 Feb 2010

I Just Need this Section to FKN RAGE

Like, i don't get how i would have been your Valentine
If you were going to ask me so late at night.
when in the Morning you end up having someone else to go with!
Full Lag the Text Message and Not Picking up Calls.
Where did you find the time to organize that ?
I Don't know if this is an Act to make me jealous
but i can say it pisses me off!

Coming home and waiting for that reply,
Having a loss of appetite throughout the whole day!
Calling, and not getting an answer
Bloody! Listening to
Untouchable - Living In the Heart
and end up breaking into Tears
Asking Myself WHY!?
WHY THE FUCK!?

I DON'T NEED THIS!
I Don't Need to Prove Myself Anymore
Heck! i didn't even need to Prove myself from the start
Because I know, I done Nothing Wrong!
It is Your Lost!
I did it All Because of You!
This Is What you Keep Asking For
You Might as well have it.

But, no matter what it doesn't Change the Way I Feel About you
Ask Yourself, Do You Really Want to Push Me Away That Bad?
Remember Be Careful
What you Wished For!

G I R L S T O W O M E N

2010-02-17T23:38:00.002+11:00

When do Girls become Women ?
When they realize when Boys become Men;
When they figure out they Pushed away the Only Man they will ever care about;
When they Hold on tight to his Heart and Never let go;
When they Give a piece of themselves to us;
and When they realize they can never ever care about Anyone the Same way.

via : raindropsonredroses.tumblr.com

B O Y S T O M E N

2010-02-17T23:34:00.002+11:00

When do Boys become Men ?
When they learn not to hurt girls;
When they learn how fragile girls hearts are;
When they are afraid to push girls too far;
When they really truly love a girl;
When they leave a piece of them with the girl;
When their Heart belongs to the girl;
And when they ill Never truly care about anyone else.

R A N D O M

2010-02-17T23:23:00.002+11:00

"Nobody understands how much
I miss you.
I miss how we used to talk,
and I miss all the things we used to do.
I miss all the Things I Disliked about you and
I miss Hearing them Words from your voice.
I try not to admit it to Myself,
But I still feel this way.
Nobody knows that I still wake up
Thinking of you Each Day.
I would give up everything I have
to be Everything we're not anymore"

D R E A M

2010-02-17T20:23:00.003+11:00

Well Pretty Much Speaks for itself. What a Coincidence I have to say but, lols

D R E A M S

2010-02-17T07:05:00.002+11:00

Time - 7:03 am

I've just had Three Different Dreams about Her,
Woke up in the middle of the night From the First Dream
"about her Leaving to America"
Falling back to Sleep i was woken up again this time
by my Alarm at 5:30am
The last moment I remember within this Dream
was Reading a Text Message From Her,
There is More to It but..
Once Again Going back to Sleep and
Finally, 6:56am I was Awake Once again
and All i Remember was she telling me this Song
Jojo - Keep Forgetting

My Memory about the Dreams is Fuzzy
No one is able to remember full details about their Dreams
But, You can feel there is Some Missing Details.

B R O T H E R S

2010-02-16T21:29:00.004+11:00

Anyways, Two of my Best Friends and I got a tattoo last night! Jamie and Me! Designed the tattoo. All Three of Us got it for it's Meaning of Friendship!

Try and Spot the Symbols -
An Eye - Symbolizing, We Look out for Each other No Matter What!
3 - Representing Us three, obviously!
B - Meaning, We're Not Friends but Brothers
A Circle\O - Symbolizing a Never Ending Relationship

O N

2010-02-15T07:53:00.003+11:00

Its the Morning,
I feel so frustrated at Myself,
I wonder what is Running Around
In that Mind of Hers
Was Valentines Day, an Act of Revenge ?
If Only I Could Turn Back Time,
But its not Right to Dwell On the Past
It is just another Moment to Move on From
and Look forward Not Back.

S Q U A R E

2010-02-14T23:43:00.002+11:00

I Really Do Regret
Not Knowing I had that Chance

"But It Don't Matter What I Try To Do,
I Keep on Forgetting to Forget About You"

Jojo - Keep Forgetting

S O N G

2010-02-14T16:29:00.000+11:00

The Song Stuck On Reply -

Untouchable - Living In The Heart

A C T

2010-02-14T15:39:00.003+11:00

People may Have thought I've gone to this Party
To get revenge
To make myself feel better.
But, Honestly That is not the Answer.
There is No use of Making the Person Jealous,
Making them Feel down.
There is No Advantage to it.
I went to this Party to Enjoy Myself with
Friends and Dancing, Nothing More.

For Those who weren't at the Party
Can Only Believe my Words
For Those who were at the Party
Can Only Believe What they see

But, I'll tell everyone Now
I am Loyal and Patient
It is Your Choice to Believe That.

S I M P L E

2010-02-14T15:24:00.003+11:00

Why did my Phone Have to Go Dead Last Night ><
Getting That Message Last Night,
After finding a Charger,
Annoyed Me So much!
Knowing She has Already gone to Bed
I still Tried to give her a Call at 2:00 am
Hearing no ringing tones...
Made Me Think

"Just be Patient"

M E A N I N G

2010-02-14T14:47:00.003+11:00

Just got Back from a Party
and I have to be Honest
I will Never Forget that Night.
The Night which showed True and Meaningful
Friendship
I see them More than Friends
I see them as Family
My Brothers

The Conversation Between
Jamie and I
is One of them Moments which Stays within my Heart
One of them Moments I will never forget Even if i Tried to.
That Moment, That Night
Helping and Talking
to Jaytee about his Broken Heart
Is just another One of them Moments
Seeing them Both Shedding a Tear
Broke My Heart

I Don't Regret Anything Which has happened for
the Pass Thew Weeks
Because, Without all This Drama
There Would be No Heart to Heart Conversations
Without These Heart to Heart Conversations
There Would be No Brothers,
She wouldn't have Learned
How much she Really Means To Me.
Without All This I wouldn't Know What I'm capable of

V A L E N T I N E

2010-02-14T14:12:00.002+11:00

Today would have been the day of 12 Months,
The day I could have done something romantic,
Something out of the Ordinary,
Valentines Day.

The Day every Man
has an excuse to Be Romantic.
To make that Someone Feel Special.
To Spend, More than a Generous amount of Money on Someone,
To Do Something you Wouldn't do if it was any other day.
But I Don't Need that Excuse.
I Don't need It to Be Valentines Day.

The way I See it.
I'm able to make Anyone Feel Special,
I'm Able to be Romantic when Ever I want, Not When I need to,
I'm Able to Make Any Day, Valentines Day
But, it is My Choice who I Do it For.
It is My Choice.

I Don't Need A Reason to Make that Someone Feel Special
I Don't Need A Reason to be Romantic
I Don't Need One Special Day of the Year to
Show how I feel.
I just Need that Someone To
Accept Me.

Q U O T E

2010-02-13T01:53:00.002+11:00

"I'm Becoming Patient and Willing To Endure All Things"

Maybe She Knows Something i Don't know Because,
I know, I haven't Done Anything Wrong.
If Anything, the Worst Thing I Could Have Done,
Would Have to be
Not Trying At All

S I M P L Y

2010-02-12T01:42:00.004+11:00

For the Past Few Days I Haven't Mentioned Her Once Towards Friends.
She is still there in My Mind Constantly!
But, Yesterday Simply saying
"I Miss Her"
to A Friend Brought Me To Tears.
I Don't Know What Got Into Me,
I Tried Holding them Back But, Couldn't.

B A C K

2010-02-12T00:15:00.000+11:00

Google - Blue Fish

L O V E

2010-02-11T23:55:00.002+11:00

The Quote I gave Back to Her,
Through That Book and Also Within That Bible,
Is The Quote I will Never Forget

Love is Patient;
Love is Kind;
Love is Not Envious or Boastful or Rude.
It Bears All Things, Believes All Things,
Hopes All Things, Endures All Things.

S I G N 2

2010-02-11T23:33:00.002+11:00

Well coming back from Liverpool,
After helping with printing out photos
getting perfume
and BOOST!
with a Friend.

Just before getting off i Found,
you know what!
about you know who!
from you know where!
on that you know seat! aha
yeh, pretty much speaks for itself!

S I G N

2010-02-10T22:01:00.003+11:00

Coming back from Tutor today on the train,
i stumbled upon the MX Sydney Newspaper,
and first checked the Horoscope Section
and as a Libra i Found This -

Q U E S T I O N S

2010-02-09T22:24:00.002+11:00

Is there Anything else I can Do ?
or Have I done it All ?

Should I wait for Her to Approach Me ?
or Will She Avoid Me ?

Is there Something I've Missed ?
or Is it Something She Missed ?

Do I need to keep Giving Reasons ?
or Have I answered them all ?

These are the Questions I've Asked myself Continuously

G A M E

2010-02-09T21:54:00.000+11:00

The Waiting Game..

M E S S A G E

2010-02-09T21:42:00.002+11:00

"You Deserve this"
11:59
12:00

"Call Me"
10:00

'Cause I rather just be Alone
If i know that i can't Have You"
Can't Have You - Jonas Brothers

T W E L V E

2010-02-07T21:57:00.002+11:00

I will be here Waiting
to give You the answer to
the message i sent to you at
TWELVE

I'll Tell my Love Story when i feel it is Right

Can't Have You

2010-02-07T10:21:00.003+11:00

Doing This, is Actually what is Unfair to Me

Y O U

2010-02-07T01:31:00.000+11:00

You Do Deserve This

L A S T D A Y

2010-02-05T07:32:00.002+11:00

Just One More Day
I have to Push Through with Smiles
Still the Thoughts Scatter Within
My Mind

11:30 Saturday, Central Station

S O M E D A Y

2010-02-04T20:43:00.003+11:00

Someday - Rob Thomas

M O R N I N G

2010-02-03T07:14:00.003+11:00

Its the Morning.
Shes still there on my Mind
All these thoughts of
What if i done this ?
What if i change this ?
What was the moment, which made her ?..
Questions still unanswered

The night on the phone to her,
I really don't know what got into me
Every Word i said
Seemed to flow out easily
With not thought of
what should i say next ?
What will she think if i say this ?
How is she going to react if i just say this ?
Non of that came into mind

It was all my emotions talking
my Heart crushing
but, still I have Hope
Giving this up
isn't simple
For me this is More
For me this is something,
I want to Fight for!

This would be the first I've done this
The First I've felt this way
The First time of Even Trying attempt to Sort
an issue Like This out.

Just the past few hours
I find it hard
Not being able to communicate with her
I'm So Tempted to do so
but, Not contacting each other for now
might be the best thing for us
Just wondering
What she may be thinking ?
Because,
Everything I've done was because of you..

T X T

2010-02-02T22:36:00.001+11:00

I Regret From the Bottom
Of my Heart
For Lagging her Text Messages
It Hurt me so much
because my friends wouldnt give me my phone
to txt back
saying i had to play hard to get

BUT THATS NOT ME
it jjust didn't feel right to me
and unfair on her!
i know its the littlest thing
to some people
but honestly to me
It wasn't
if i could take it back just that moment
i would because just that
Me trying to put you through
the pain of
making her wait and feeling anxious
Hurts me Too
but, maybe she didn't feel that way?
I wouldn't know for sure

T H E P A I N

2010-02-02T20:45:00.002+11:00

I want Saturday to Hurry up
This is Really Killing me

Honestly im Starting to see
Why and I want to Change that
and Make it Up to You
For the way i Made you see Me

I want to push this
im not the type of person to give up
Easy and will try until
I am fully convinced there is no Hope

I would like Saturday
To be at the Beach
I understand how Unfair ive been

Before i was talking with
All my Emotion
and not
Thinking At All

But Now
I'm able to think with my
Emotions in Twine with my Thoughts

Like i said i wont say anymore till Saturday

"Two is Better Than One"

S A T U R D A Y

2010-02-02T20:08:00.002+11:00

So Much For Friends.

I don't want to mention anything on here
All I want to say
I'll Keep and Save till Saturday

I'm not going to stop trying
as long as i still feel there is hope

I have to say this week is the hardest
week i've ever had in my
Life So Far

Every Time
my Phone rings
I think it's Her
Rushing to my Phone
with Hope

I have to admit i tired to play
the "hard to get" game
even though it hurts
but, thats not me at all!

You Are My
Everything

U S

2010-02-01T02:02:00.002+11:00

I Don't want to act like i dont care
about what has happened
But, im afraid to say anymore

.

2010-02-01T01:29:00.001+11:00

i dont know
what to do,
How to play this
I'm lost for words
my mind is in
A World of its Own

I T S

2010-02-01T00:32:00.001+11:00

i wonder, what if?

F R I E N D S

2010-01-31T23:32:00.002+11:00

Hmm i guess the whole TEAM thing
was a misunderstanding!
They actually still do care for me
Now that i realized that
I feel up lifted i guess..
I mean the events that happened tonight i wont forget
Tonight was the night
who i find out who were my real friends

It may have ended but, like i got told today.
Love is a gift
You can't take it away from anyone
And you can't force someone to take it
Those are the words ill remember

I mean i have to admit i still have them feelings
I don't want to change them
but i guess i'd have too

i'd like to catch up with TEAM and apologize to them
For making them feel that way
and ill be sure to do that
sooner or later!

aha I can't believe jamie and jaytee are actually willing to mission it to my hosue
just to talk to me i honestly appreciate what they do for me
Through the holidays, ive gotten to know them more
and have to say they are like family to me!

So I thank you all
From the bottom of my Heart
bwah i know i sound like a girly bitch
But, eh Who gives a Fuck!

<3

R E U N I O N

2010-01-28T22:40:00.002+11:00

I feel so much happier now!
Nothing can bum me out!
Not Even School, because
Shes back!

Got to see her today
went shopping
but, i didn't get to get
Ksubi Or LeSpecs
I have to wait 2 more weeks
AND I HAVE MONEY THIS TIME!
but, since shes back...
BYE BYE MONEY aha

Now that i've moved into my old house with my uncle
omg there is so much responsibility I have to take up
Just then, had to pay $100 for my phone bill,
Bloody Jessikah made me go over my cap!
NOTE TO SELF - GET $25 FROM HER
hmm i guess a lot of things are going to change
with the family running a business now
i have to help out when im needed
sometimes without pay
but i dont mind because now i realize
My uncle can't do it alone
I was really intrigued what he said to me
"You Can't Clap with One Hand"
Meaning Everyone in the Family has to do their part
to make life easy for one another
and ill be sure to remember that 8D
well..TRY to anyways bwah you know how my Memory is!

OH AND OMFG what annoyed me today was!
How i couldn't find her a present
the Item i want
is SOLD OUT EVERYWHERE
ive been to 8 Different stores in 2 days
and not one has what i want
but i cant complain,
Save me Money 8D

Anyways new school tomorrow
im scared shitless NIGHTS <3

I R I S

2010-01-27T23:37:00.002+11:00

OH MY FKN GOD
I can't seem to find the time to finish IRIS
and I'm up to the Second Last Episode
GERRRR

Shes Finally Back!
and im seeing her tomorrow
I'm So Excited bwah
i know i sound like a girl
but fuck what people think
I MISS HER TO THE MAX!

H E R

2010-01-27T02:23:00.002+11:00

I really really!!
Can't wait for her to come back!

Even just thinking about her at times
i actually get teary
and
i can't believe i actually cried that time eh
on the phone

My Feelings for her have
Grown Stronger
Over the Holidays
I Really do Miss Her
and
I Hope she Understands
how i feel

OMFG and I Finally Get New Clothes!!
From Hong Kong
bwah i can't wait for that either harharhar

I've Set my Alarm for 7am
Just to give her a call when she gets back
but i hope her phone is turned on
because recently i haven't been able to Contact
her for 2 days

Theres More i Want to talk about but,
I'll Leave it for another night because
i need my beauty sleepp!

T H E D A Y S

2010-01-26T02:17:00.002+11:00

Hmm Just got back from cruising around
with my friends and realized
how much I've missed
Since the Day I Met Her

I Don't Regret being with her
through all this time
AT ALL!

I just wanted to mention whats on my
mind at the moment 8D

Shes coming back tomorrow!
too bad i wont get the chance to see her but,
till Thursday!

You Don't Understand How Much I Miss Her
I've Never Experienced This Same
Feeling That I have For Her
Till She Came Into my Life
and I Can't Even
Imagine How Much I
Will Hurt If I Ever Lost,
My Everything

Love You Hun

J U S T A

2010-01-22T02:39:00.002+11:00

OMG i got worked up for nothing
the other night,
It was just all a misunderstanding
and stupid me!
out of all people

Didn't stop to think
and call her and talk about it LOL
Out of all people man!
This is the First
and Last time
I try not to talk issues out
I'm so ashamed TO THE MAX

It's kind of ironic of me i guess
well I'm Happy now

Today was a pretty nice day
i actually went to Blacktown
OMFG EWW
Didn't end up spending a lot of money
Just pretty much bummed around
But it was nice seeing some of my friends again
even if i haven't seen some of them
for only like 2 days bwah

IM A HAPPY CHAPPY!

D R A M A

2010-01-20T16:16:00.001+11:00

Hmm Today thought i might
finish off the last episode of
Liar Game

to take my mind of things

Miss You Hun.

H O P E

2010-01-20T00:37:00.003+11:00

Just get
My Hopes Up
Just to
Knock Me Back Down

Forcing Myself
to Sleep
Trying to Ignore
the Feelings
of
Anger and Loneliness

What More Can I Say Right Now?

"Don't Worry I'll Tell You Later"

Pictures

2010-01-17T20:36:00.002+11:00

aww i miss her
i feel like taking
Pictures with Her
Just like the old times

Just Another Day

2010-01-15T00:53:00.002+11:00

So im really ticked off
that i can't contact her and ive got credit!
finally
eh i swear im jinxed
but, i hope she is having fun at China
and buying be clothes 8D

nothing much on my mind today really
i think im starting to become a gamer again!
OMFG come back already!
so i don't get tempted to play games
PLUS
i miss you dearly!

ELEVEN MONTHS

2010-01-14T01:41:00.002+11:00

It has been
Eleven Months since
she first became my
Everything

But, sadly i have no way of contacting her
since she is over at
Beijing
and something is wrong this the phone line

I really have missed her a lot
throughout the holidays
and still trying to cope

I'd like her to come back already
just to give her a
Simple Kiss

Two Months without her..
Hmm hope I'd
NEVER EVER
have to do this again

We've missed out on
so much together!

I Love You Hun
14 Feb 09

Heros Of Newearth

2010-01-10T01:42:00.002+11:00

So im like rebal and like sneaked out of the house to play

HON

fk no life without my girlfriend

blooody jamie and jt asked me to go over his house

and bring my fkn comp just to play a

Dota-like-game

end up sneaking this massive computer out of the house and driving to the house

with like low petrol almost had to bloody push the car along the way there

so like played till 5.30 and decided to drive back home

and try and sneak the computer back in with 2 of my friends

and one of them bloody decides to do a fart!!

when we're trying to to wake anyone up

funniest shit out LOL

YEH IM TALKING TO YOU JAYTEE

you fag!

in the end i went back out at like 6 saying i was going

gym hehe

on the way home Jamie went to fill up his shit box of a car

with only $8 bwahha

and we and jt we're distracting him

made him over fill up to $10.50

and jamie was full shiting himself!

like OMG WTF DO I DO!!! FK MY LIFE!

LOL but me the hero! =D

went to scab like $2 from some random aussie

and

SAVED THE DAY 8D

Miss Her <3

2010-01-02T01:44:00.004+11:00

Hmm i really do wish she came back already
I didn't think it would be this hard
Your in one world and shes in another
Everything is so different over there
by that i mean the timing and the environment
I honestly Just want a decent Conversation
where there are no barriers just for
One Night

It is really starting to get to me
and im pretty sure she notices it too
by the way i speak to her
and the tone of my voice.

I try to cover it up
with stories and updates on
what I have been doing without her
in My World
because, i don't want to seem like the person
complaining and the conversation starts to be about
us reminiscing and the mood of the conversation becomes
Sad

I just want her to enjoy herself over there
it is a Holiday in the first place.
which is why i TRY to keep my mouth shut
about these issues

Its not that she has done anything wrong
either have I
I've got nothing to hide
i just miss seeing her face and actually talking to her
one on one
face to face
But, the upside is that its
Only Another 4 Weeks
before she comes back
Just counting it down..
and now

I'm Officially Love Sick

Triple Death Trap

2009-12-28T23:49:00.003+11:00

I'm just going to share the expeicene of me almost dying
three times within a bloody week!

Just last week, i was driven to work by my
asian L plater cousin, great combination LOL
Long story short, the trip to work was all fine
oh btw had to travel from Campbelltown to Blue Mountains
which is like a one and a half hour drive?
anyways, the trip back was at night and i couldn't see anything at all!
and my cousin driving wears glass so GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!
we're like 2mins away from home and some dickhead in a
Holden Commador was inches away from hitting the side of our car!!
on the round about because my cousin thought he signaled to the right and then he
full turns to the left. Bloody loser. im pretty sure the other car signaled to the left 8)
MR 4 eyes couldn't even tell which way he was
signaliing LOL

Within 2 days i think, i actually got into a car accident and my first too 8D
alright sooo its still an asian driver well half cast anyways
so you think we might have a better chance of not getting in a car crash since his only half asian
but NO! fker we did get in a car crash!
we we're cruising like asian black gangsters do!
the driver sees the traffic light still on yellow,
and there is this one car in front of us.
the sxc half cast driver thought that car was
going to still go through the yellow light but Nop
silly him the car in front of us came to a full STOP
and my friend was like WTF! full brakes! and then the brakes locked up,
thats like when you hit the brakes tooo bloody hard GR
and our car starts slidding like 40m down the road and all thats
in the drivers head and MINE is like
"OMFG STOP STOP STOP STOPPPPP!!" and then
BAM!
we hit the other car
all of a sudden this BIG LEB opens the diver door
and walks out....and im like WTF aww shit his going to RAGE!
and then like 165 of his cousins started walking out of the car
like you see them clowns walking out of a tinny car ahah
nah kidding but some chick did walk out of the passenger seat 8)
Turns out BIG LEB was actually nice! and that he just go into another
car accident the day before and the car that we hit was a rental car bwahah
naww poor BIG LEB
well the damage wasn't too bad nothing sticky tape can't fix 8D ahah
we seriously used sticky tape to hold up the busted lights on the car
and the rest of the reckage was left behind.

My friend was full bummed out about the car crash but,
look at the bright side 8D I SERVIVED
nothing can kill me hehe
oh AND like bloody 200m down the road we almost hit another fkn car!!
and just before we parked the car some stupid L plater almost turned into our car.
ehhhh what are the chances right?
and like 10mins before the accident, we were just talking about
car crashes and how we've never been in one!
full like jinxed it HARD bwaha

So the final incounter with death was another day to work
with the same Mr 4 eyes 8D
this time it happened driving to work and some
speediing P plater was coming into
our freeway lane and
when he could have just slowed down and kept behind us!
he sped off trying to beat us and FKN almost hit the side of our car
like WTH! someones out to get me !!

anyways if i ever die!
i'll be sure to keep youse posted about it 8D
bwahah

I wanna - The All-American Rejects

2009-12-24T14:02:00.002+11:00

hmm i really do miss her so bad! just want her to come back already.
i sorta feel bad because i was actiing moody in the last min i guess?
but, thats because the phone line kept getting cut off.
oh well its a new day 8D

Problems

2009-11-26T20:32:00.001+11:00

It seems like its just one problem after the other,
nothing i can really do about it but just fight it.

Newton Faulkner - If This Is It

2009-10-07T20:32:00.002+11:00

"If I had One Chance to Freeze Time
and Stand Still and Soak in Everything,
I'd choose right now..
and If I had one Night with Sunshine
to Break Through
and Show you Everything
I'd choose right now.."

Newton Faulkner - If This Is It

S L O W D A Y

2009-10-07T14:17:00.002+11:00

Yay! finally got the internet at my DADS
lol yet still this place makes me feel so alone.

I don't know whats wrong with me today, not that joyful
. Its maybe because i didn't get that much
sleep last night, went to bed around 1 but i was just layiing there for ages
woke up at like 10? by my little brother and sister but, i still
felt tired, just got right out of bed and straight to the shops
to help dad get onto an internet plan thingo ma bob Lol

The day is going way tooo SLOW i just wanna get out of here!
+ its too windy and cold to go outside! the weather should just stop being gay!
+ ehh tutor soon as well.....great!

F A K E ?

2009-10-04T13:41:00.002+11:00

WTH!! LOL apparently im dead?
according to this chick calld Keely Lee who live at London
and look like a little 10 year old kid
(facebook her)

can't believe this happend again! LOL can't people get their own
life?
especially PHOTOS! MAN that ain't no swag MAZ bwaha
poor thing but, full feel inlove with a FAKE eww pedophiles
anyways i "died" on
04.12.93 - 02.10.09 i think?
....how sad =[ didn't even get to live a fun filled life!!!
LOL

anyways yeh i did mention this happened before, last time it was this girl from
NZ if i remember right and apparently they full talked each other up and
so on BUT, have never met each other in person, weird.
long story short.
she ends up crying on the phone and what not
and the FAKE apparently flew back to china? or japan?
because he had a dispute with Michael Ly LOL thats weird because,
i actually have a friend called Michael and get this he has the same last name! =o
pedophiles!!! anyways yeh and my FAKE's mum sent him back to Asialand
over something sooo unbelievable!
and they broke up but MrFAKE ended up getting caught and confessed everything AHAH
poor girl, so thats my FAKE life story =]
oh and my FAKE name was john? or dean? idk some aussie name plus
turns out the FAKE dude tryin to be the AWESOME ME LOL
is a little white 14 year old boy with over grown valcanos on his face.
wannabe asians!

ATTENTION PEOPLE!
I AM NOT A FAKE BTW bahaha....or am I?

So ill try and find about the story about this little London girl if i can..

.

i N T E R E S T I N G S T U F F

2009-10-02T18:55:00.002+10:00

awwrightii soo i got told that my blog has gone abit eh
by this fat overloaded dingo/dog =]

but it has only been two post grr
ANYWAYS

well i do feel better now =D
maybe its because Everyone is out of the hosue
and then i decided to
BUST OUT SOME MOVES LOL
and NO mankast i don't krump!
im not made for that "buckness" bwaha

- Im moving school next year-
oh gosh making new friends in a new school
I dont wanna do that =[ but its for the best.
I'm going to become like that Lonerddd dude in Hana Yori Dango
and read books in random places and have sxc hair =D
so up myself aw well, everyone knows i dont really mean it and im KIDDING!

-8 months and Her birthday soon-
ahah =D 8 MONTHS ITS BEEN TOOOOO LONG
jkin love you, welll i have two ideas on what to get her =D
Ones just cheesie and the other one is obvious! but thats still one more
than what she got me LOL
hopiing to take her out for dinner that would be nice =D but,
imma leave it at that.
....wait now that i think about it ill end up having to give her
soemthing for 8 months tooo!
NAH STFU HUN
i still love you!

-AVON and GLEE-
LOVE AVON MAN just got a new bach of cosmetics cuz
it ran out =[
but yeh! AVON i suggest it bwaha and no IM NOT GAY
i like to look after myself =D
GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ive gone glee crazy =]
LOL how could you not know his GAY YOU LOSER
and LOL@white boy doing black gangster rapper man, his got some moves on him!

Oh i just got a txt from her =D
turns out she exchanged the chain for the BETTER one
Full use to HATE and RAGE the shit about Pandora
but, now she seems to love it? and me of cause ahah
too bad im flat out of credit! and over my cap =[
plus i need a new case for it waiting for adam's dad to get me
the sxc black case =D
oh btw i busted adams lip once and his mouth was like a fountain of BLOOD
IT WAS AN ACCIDENT i swear! ill tell the story some other time
LOL ill try and find the picture of his busted lip too =]

I LOVE YURMUMMITE

O V E R !

2009-10-02T16:14:00.002+10:00

YES! finally holidays get to take my mind of
things and relax =D
hmms i wonder if this holidays will go by fast or SLOWWW

Family is so annoying!!!!! :@ bunch of liars!
i don't need your help!

B A C K ?

2009-10-01T23:10:00.001+10:00

hmm i feel so stressed out, its annoying.
obviously haven't blogd in a while thought i might because -
em i just need to?

...........................................................................................

B R I N G I T O N !

2009-08-22T00:08:00.003+10:00

:O BRING IT ON!
tomorrow morning well, not tomorrow LOl its bloody 12 in the morning.
I'm too excited to even sleep at the moment! Plus Im distracted watching
So You Think You Can Dance!
but, why the heck is it on soo late! geez
I cant wait to get out there and just DANCE! ahah
Hope I don't fail the backflip...ahah
but, I don't Know if she is coming! Far its a No but its a yes...So I don't
Hurry up and tell me! i want you too see me perform =[
You haven't even seen me dance before and its been this long hun!
JAZZ FINGERS AHAh

Hmms I haven't blog so much lately
because ive been so busy and that last blog took me a while to get too and finish, sorry ahah
Oh and i did say i was going to update the Random Facts bit when i get my net back
well i lied! alright ahah ill do it when i can be bothered to!
and YES i got my net back but, eh i don't even use the net so much these days
i use to be full addicted to it but now NOP not at all! =D
I think it is because i got no friends anymore to talk to =[
ahah nah I Don't Really Know! Just busy i gues,
yeh busy..too busy being with her all the time LOL

I think im going to go off to bed now or else i will have panda eyes 2morrow morning ahah

Love Her. <3

B E A C H !

2009-08-16T23:09:00.005+10:00

TODAY WAS PERFECT, Loved it!
The day at the beach aw awesome

So today i woke up 6:40

and just sat in bed for another 20mins
with my eyes not even half opened plus i had bags eh
Right after that i went for a shower in the coldish morning
but, it woke me up =D plus got rid of my bags ahah

Left the house @ 9 waiting at the bus stop
zomg so early I blame her gr. aha
then i had to get a train =[
sitting on the train myself doing Tutor HW 8]
Once i got to Central I had to wait again!
I Hate Waiting!
Sat again, waiting seems like all ive done all morning is sitting down and wait
At Platform 24 Finally! I see her after like 25mins of waiting!

Once we got to Bondi Junction, caught the bus too BONDI BEACH!

and the bus was Packed! how annoying had to stand up
LOL@her trying to keep her balance!
Once we got to the beach it was fun!
Decided to sun bake, because she has Albino Legs =D
What happened to your Sexy Tan from QLD how sad

The wind was the most annoying thing but gr + She kept kicking sand on me!
Saying she doesn't realize shes doing it, LIAR ahah
You just wanted to annoy me LOl

Oh! at this moment I gave her,
Her present First Because "guys always have to do things first" Loser ahah
got her a Pandora Charm Bracelet
with 4 Charms each representing a special moment we've been together
*Ghost
*Chain Link
*Luggage Bag
*Two Red Hearts
Cost me ALOT! Pandora is so expensive, its a bitch ahah

Finally I got my present! more like presents =D
She gave me them one by one but ranging in size
First was the Mini Light Green Alarm Clock - Apparently I'm always late when
ever we go out ahah well who was late today and made me waiting, You did aha
Second she gave me a SCRAPBOOK I LOVE IT
In the book it has 100 pages representing 100 memories since ive been with her
but, she left me the last 10 pages to write something myself.
I couldn't have asked for anymore, i would have been happy if you
just gave me the book alone
and you might wonder how does she remember the moments ?
well she has a diary to keep tack =] which i hope to steal from her
and read every page, one day ahah!
Third I got a STUSSY SINGLET =D its got this Hot Girl on it bwaha
some random person in the Mooks store said it looks nice! So it must be ahah
And the last thing i got from her was a STUSSY DUFFEL BAG
I LOVE STUSSY - and her of cause! <3
The whole time at the beach She was taking Sneaky Photos of me! Even when
we left the beach, Such a stalker ahah

We ended up leaving the beach a little earlier, I wanted to stay
But, someone was hungry ahah and no it wasn't me
and OMFG SAND GOT EVERYWHERE even in my new bag =[
because she just dumped it on the sand when she gave it to me ahah
I Dislike Sand! Only like walking on it =D
Oh I ended up leaving the beach in
-The Singlet she got me
-Wranglers
-Thongs! LOL and im the one who hates thongs

Aw so we left the beach and my hair was FKD Plus i only got to
tan my back! =[ all her fault ahah but her legs we're still albino =p
Had Macho Nachos and Fries Nachos! SO YUM
and some random nerd guy was like sleeping in the food court
hogging the mirror didn't even luvo =[ ahah
It started to get to the end of the day
And then, She Lost the Pandora Bracelet I got her!!!! LOL
aww Looked like she was about to cry, full panicking Felt so Depressed
BUT I FOUND IT =D
Turns out the link broke off at one point And Hun i didn't Brake it ahah
Don't even Try To Blame me!
So Happy we found it but depressed at the same time ahah
I Went Home with 4 Presents
and She went Home with 1 Broken Present ahah Sucked in =p!

Today Was Such a Fun Day
I will always remember it Hun.
<3
I Love you,
so much it might be too much Bwahah

F A I L

2009-08-15T21:26:00.003+10:00

Today Was FAIL!
So much for going to a party,
party was boring and had like 20 year old lebs and asians together eww
and a random white dog!
Traveled that far NOTHING
the only up side is we had pizza =D
and the box of random mandarins.
They had a box of mandarins for party food...LIKE A MASSIVE F#$KN BOX
LOL you can tell they put effort into the party

Besides all this I can't Wait for tomorrow!
A day at the beach with the person i love
and i get a present ahah well at least I think i Do
She better not have spent the money on Nudies!

H A P P Y 6 M O N T H S <3

2009-08-14T17:25:00.005+10:00

FINALLY! ABOUT TIME i got a computer to use
TO BLOG FARRRR the past week has been Boring!
The closest i got to a net at home was FaceBook on my Phone GAY.

6 Months has gone by with you,
Six Joyful Months!

Today i didn't get the chance to see her
Waiting for Sunday to come
Finally get to take her to Bondi
Just like she asked...like 5 Months ago ha!
Only one friend remembered this day
and i Thank You Tim.
Out of All People You remembered ahaha Weird/Gay
i don't blame the others for not knowing but.

I Miss You
I look forward to everyday
knowing that then,
I'll be one day closer
to seeing you again.

Oh! Just yesterday 30mins Before Our Six Months!
She went off to bed and slept LOL
"What The Panda Sleeping Guy"
i don't blame her for that but
It is KINDA my fault for making her stay up late the pass few nights,
talking to me through the phone
Because i missed her so much
Eh but, then again, not my fault There
I can't Help my Feelings =D

Half a Year has gone by and gone by fast!
I've had so much Great Times with you
we havn't even had One Fight....yet ahah
I will always be here for you
and I Trust you with my life hun

Your The one person i truly trust
the one who makes me feel wanted
Your the one who is always on my mind
the one who took time to find

Your the one who makes life worth while
the one who makes me smile
Your the only one who i hug and kiss
the one who keeps me bliss
Your the Only one perfect for me
the one i always can't wait to see

Your the one who i gave my all
the one who i really do adore
Your the one i always want to see
the one who makes life care free

Your the one who i wished for
the Only One for me
Your the one who I've told how i Feel
I Love You So Much Hun
and I Always Will
Est 14Feb09

HAPPY SIX MONTHS

B L O G

2009-08-09T20:57:00.002+10:00

Looks like im not going to be blogiin as much as id like too hmm..
imma just have to go house to house just to use their computer feeling like a hobo ahah

You know what my Little Cousin just said?
He said he wanted me to try out for "So You Think You Can Dance"
LOLOL
eh nah Dance is just a hobby for me, I don't expect to get much out of it
besides enjoyment, the feeling of performing in front of a rawrriing crowed!
FEELS AWESOME =D
you dont even having a care of whats going on around you
your just in the moment and having fun
and knowing other people are enjoying watching you
i wish everyday could be like that.

oh imma update my Random Facts
when i get my computer back
i cant be bothered doing it now cuz its late

Miss Her.<3

W H A T

2009-08-09T18:23:00.003+10:00

=O 5 More days to go!
But, What to do hmmms im running out of places to go things to do

Watchiiing Simpsons right now, my favorite cartoon + Sponge Bob Square Pants!
Yellow People ROCK! aha
i don't think i could ever get sick of Simpsons, imma still be watching them till im like
an old ass Grandpa with awesome sxc hair =D

Alright so it turns out my comp is retarded like some people i know
the power supply thinga ma jig is fried ><
BUT, apparently i can still get my English speech which i didn't get to finish which is good new =D
Bad news is Im a bored kient sitting at home watching TV and sleeping
doing nothing else like old people do

Today was ehh just at my uncle's house using his computer
Downloaded Gazette's new album DIM!
and Frezziing my Ass Off!

I think Thursday or Tuesday I might go see Her, Miss Her
Thats if Dance doesn't get in the way >< but i understand
the performance is soon!

J O K E S

2009-08-07T18:18:00.004+10:00

Geez someone cant take a joke like a monkey having sex with a duck in a fridge at South Africa

FUCK YOU ALRIGHT !

Hi-FIVE People =D

Dance practice was AWESOME

P M S

2009-08-07T17:59:00.003+10:00

BLAH i forgot what i wanted to blog about =[

now, because i dont have a computer

ZOMFG girls are so mental when it comes to picking clothes to wear!

not like i can talk but like WTF samii just wear anything and get out of the house!!!!

Im tired of waiting here and listerniing to your PMS COMPLAINIING

Z O M GAH

2009-08-07T16:59:00.004+10:00

ZOMG i don't have a computer atm ANYMORE =[

a mole came along and rapped the shit out of it FAR OUT BREW
(im blogging off a friends computer btw)

PLUS i got no credit

i got nothing but the TV at home, how GAY

the past 2 days all ive done is

Watch TV and Wait for a phone call from "you know who"

Oh don't you just hate it how you have to travel so F@#KN FAR

Just to see someone for just one hour....

well i don't =D

hmms going out tonight =D samii's birthday Woo

but eh how am i going to get home =[

I keep losiing stuff and finding it in weird places!

I lost my ChapStick and found it under the couch, when i last rememberd it being in my pocket

I lost my wallet a while back ended up being in the letter box but i didnt get my money back ><

Ive lost clothes some how =\

even lost my phone and ended up finding it in my undie draw =D

6 Months coming SOON =D

i cant wait.