Saturday, January 2, 2010
Hmm i really do wish she came back already
I didn't think it would be this hard
Your in one world and shes in another
Everything is so different over there
by that i mean the timing and the environment
I honestly Just want a decent Conversation
where there are no barriers just for
One Night
It is really starting to get to me
and im pretty sure she notices it too
by the way i speak to her
and the tone of my voice.
I try to cover it up
with stories and updates on
what I have been doing without her
in My World
because, i don't want to seem like the person
complaining and the conversation starts to be about
us reminiscing and the mood of the conversation becomes
Sad
I just want her to enjoy herself over there
it is a Holiday in the first place.
which is why i TRY to keep my mouth shut
about these issues
Its not that she has done anything wrong
either have I
I've got nothing to hide
i just miss seeing her face and actually talking to her
one on one
face to face
But, the upside is that its
Only Another 4 Weeks
before she comes back
Just counting it down..
and now
I'm Officially Love Sick
1:44 AM
