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Y E A R 11
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Sunday, February 28, 2010
Last night was a fail Night for Jaytee and Pierre Full took one for the team! I Love You Boys! But, for Jamie and I OMFG!! HARDCORE TILL I DIE WAS AMAZING!
DJ Hixxy was playing!! and his like Epic bwah even got to take a picture with him! My feet are sore as a mother fucker! sorry for the language aha Danced the Night Away From 9pm - 6am and here i am still awake from the Rave Since 11am yesterday I feel sooo worn out! Haven't had this feeling in a while!
I've got some videos of the rave too, might post it later because i don't have the cored thingo ma bob =]
I'll continue about the night later, Imma get some beauty sleep!
10:10 AM
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Partied the Night Away!!! with Just the Three! Even though there was a little drama here and there with This dick-head-of-a-white-homo-dudeeee and my sxc asian boy jamie! I have to say the night was AWESOME!!
Seems like a lot of people commented me on my Shirt too hehe dumb thing is, it was a Singlet LOL STUSSY LOVE!!
Jaytee broke down some moves which was nice to see too! Woot woot Party party woot woot! harharhar 8D
1:41 AM
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Today was a beautiful DAY!! bwah besides me having to run for the bus this morning! that was like a KILLER MISSION! I love the weather but, hating how its changing so constantly! Most of my time today I wore a beanie because, Im not bothered to do my Sex hair every bloody morning! Full paranoid the whole day! because everyone within the school was trying to take my beanie off! GRRR aha full looked like a sped holding onto the beaniie!
At one point the bloody teacher came pass and BAM!! took off the beaniie and OMG so embarrassing might as well not show my face at school anymore bwhah that bitch of a teacher! nah kidding shes awesome 8D
OH!! and turns out i have like a group of year 7 stalkers! It wouldn't be the first time, ill say that! People told me they had pictures of me on their phone? and i thought it was just my luvos from maybe bebo or facebook. Well i was wrong, apparently they take pictures of me with their phones!!!! and THATS HELLA CREEPY TOO THE MAXXXX! I would have gone to tell them off but, all year 7 are on camp! so Damit!
ANYYYY WHOOO I'm feeling awesome tonight and can't wait for tomorrow night but like HOW AM I GOING TO GET BACK HOME???
10:53 PM
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
YEH!!!! finally after like a week Finally got back to gym, because i haven't been in ages all because of this tattoo oh and btw my uncle found out about my tattoo! just said the reason why i got it and his like oh well just don't get anymore! Thought i was like going to enter hell and be raged at TOO THE MAXXX bwah
I always ask my little cousins how is their day at school ? but, today one of them actually Asked me, how was my day, what i did and how I'm feeling! that just simply made my day that actually he had the decency to ask me! bwah i know sounds weird, but idk His only like 8 aha
Can't wait for FRIDAY!!!!
9:26 PM
Monday, February 22, 2010
"don't ask me those questions, i dnt need them you may think it was my loss, but to me it wasn't..."
- anonymous
Looking back at the conversation again and again!! I have no idea what was going through your mind, I just can't believe i saw that
I don't understand how She just fell Out Of Love simply like that, Just shows how Strong She Really was and how much She needed Me there to be The One to Remind Her But, now that I am here and Have been There I keep getting told its too Late. Which Annoys me So much deep inside even though I may not show it through my Actions
6:38 PM
Lost For Words, Not Knowing what to think anymore. No matter What I do, It only takes my mind of Her for that One Moment I really do miss her.
Hmm Last night was a FUCKN MISSION, Long Story Short. Drove to City for a Party, Then Walked to Star City for Dinner, Back to the Car, Heading Towards Vietnamese Festival, At the Festival, KoreanSuperStarJaytee Gave his Digits out LOL Headed Back Home Car Broke Down For A bit. Crashed at KoreanSuperstarJaytee's House SHITEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE But, up side is my Nudies didn't get Ruined this time =]
11:53 AM
Friday, February 19, 2010
"It takes a Minute to Like Someone, a Month to Love Someone, But a Lifetime to Forget Someone"
- Anonymous
1:10 AM
Thursday, February 18, 2010
This is Why he is Not my Friend, but my Brother
Jaytee. says: bruz dont listen to what anyone says to make ur judgement of how u really feel, if u have the feeling to keep trying stick to it and neva give up and maybe just maybe she will realize that u are true and u do stick to ur word with truth man. dont ever question ur love for jess cuz i know its real u know its real and everyone else knows its real u just got to keep holding on no matter howmuch it hurts bro cuz in the end either way if u doubt ur self with her ur still guna miss her and keept getting hurt so yeah bro do whatever ur heart tells u how to feel sorry bruz went to check out ur blog saw ur pm and iw as like the fcuk so yeah thought something was up
- снізѕαи♥ says: hmmms thanks jaytee imma blog what you just said to me if you done mind
Jaytee. says: np bro got ur back that what brothers for man haha np man lol
- снізѕαи♥ says: yeh thats how we do =]
10:03 PM
One day, there will be that One day we all Regret I just want to leave my mark within her Mind
I've realized, Thanks to Victoria What am I getting in Return for what I've done ? Nothing Is She putting any Effort ? Guess, Not Then, Why did i keep on trying ? ......
I got asked, Do I want to keep trying ?
I Answered, Do I Need to Keep trying ?
I hate thinking what you Lost, was Something you Wished for
Lil Eddie - Bring Me Back To Life
9:29 PM
I wasn't going to post this but, neh
Date Written - 15 Feb 2010
I Just Need this Section to FKN RAGE
Like, i don't get how i would have been your Valentine If you were going to ask me so late at night. when in the Morning you end up having someone else to go with! Full Lag the Text Message and Not Picking up Calls. Where did you find the time to organize that ? I Don't know if this is an Act to make me jealous but i can say it pisses me off!
Coming home and waiting for that reply, Having a loss of appetite throughout the whole day! Calling, and not getting an answer Bloody! Listening to Untouchable - Living In the Heart and end up breaking into Tears Asking Myself WHY!? WHY THE FUCK!?
I DON'T NEED THIS! I Don't Need to Prove Myself Anymore Heck! i didn't even need to Prove myself from the start Because I know, I done Nothing Wrong! It is Your Lost! I did it All Because of You! This Is What you Keep Asking For You Might as well have it.
But, no matter what it doesn't Change the Way I Feel About you Ask Yourself, Do You Really Want to Push Me Away That Bad? Remember Be Careful What you Wished For!
7:14 PM
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
When do Girls become Women ? When they realize when Boys become Men; When they figure out they Pushed away the Only Man they will ever care about; When they Hold on tight to his Heart and Never let go; When they Give a piece of themselves to us; and When they realize they can never ever care about Anyone the Same way.
via : raindropsonredroses.tumblr.com
11:38 PM
When do Boys become Men ? When they learn not to hurt girls; When they learn how fragile girls hearts are; When they are afraid to push girls too far; When they really truly love a girl; When they leave a piece of them with the girl; When their Heart belongs to the girl; And when they ill Never truly care about anyone else.
11:34 PM
"Nobody understands how much I miss you. I miss how we used to talk, and I miss all the things we used to do. I miss all the Things I Disliked about you and I miss Hearing them Words from your voice. I try not to admit it to Myself, But I still feel this way. Nobody knows that I still wake up Thinking of you Each Day. I would give up everything I have to be Everything we're not anymore"
11:23 PM
Well Pretty Much Speaks for itself. What a Coincidence I have to say but, lols
8:23 PM
Time - 7:03 am
I've just had Three Different Dreams about Her, Woke up in the middle of the night From the First Dream "about her Leaving to America" Falling back to Sleep i was woken up again this time by my Alarm at 5:30am The last moment I remember within this Dream was Reading a Text Message From Her, There is More to It but.. Once Again Going back to Sleep and Finally, 6:56am I was Awake Once again and All i Remember was she telling me this Song Jojo - Keep Forgetting
My Memory about the Dreams is Fuzzy No one is able to remember full details about their Dreams But, You can feel there is Some Missing Details.
7:05 AM
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Anyways, Two of my Best Friends and I got a tattoo last night! Jamie and Me! Designed the tattoo. All Three of Us got it for it's Meaning of Friendship!
Try and Spot the Symbols - An Eye - Symbolizing, We Look out for Each other No Matter What! 3 - Representing Us three, obviously! B - Meaning, We're Not Friends but Brothers A Circle\O - Symbolizing a Never Ending Relationship
9:29 PM
Monday, February 15, 2010
Its the Morning, I feel so frustrated at Myself, I wonder what is Running Around In that Mind of Hers Was Valentines Day, an Act of Revenge ? If Only I Could Turn Back Time, But its not Right to Dwell On the Past It is just another Moment to Move on From and Look forward Not Back.
7:53 AM
Sunday, February 14, 2010
I Really Do Regret Not Knowing I had that Chance "But It Don't Matter What I Try To Do, I Keep on Forgetting to Forget About You"
Jojo - Keep Forgetting
11:43 PM
The Song Stuck On Reply -
Untouchable - Living In The Heart
4:29 PM
People may Have thought I've gone to this Party To get revenge To make myself feel better. But, Honestly That is not the Answer. There is No use of Making the Person Jealous, Making them Feel down. There is No Advantage to it. I went to this Party to Enjoy Myself with Friends and Dancing, Nothing More.
For Those who weren't at the Party Can Only Believe my Words For Those who were at the Party Can Only Believe What they see
But, I'll tell everyone Now I am Loyal and Patient It is Your Choice to Believe That.
3:39 PM
Why did my Phone Have to Go Dead Last Night >< Getting That Message Last Night, After finding a Charger, Annoyed Me So much! Knowing She has Already gone to Bed I still Tried to give her a Call at 2:00 am Hearing no ringing tones... Made Me Think
"Just be Patient"
3:24 PM
Just got Back from a Party and I have to be Honest I will Never Forget that Night. The Night which showed True and Meaningful Friendship I see them More than Friends I see them as Family My Brothers
The Conversation Between Jamie and I is One of them Moments which Stays within my Heart One of them Moments I will never forget Even if i Tried to. That Moment, That Night Helping and Talking to Jaytee about his Broken Heart Is just another One of them Moments Seeing them Both Shedding a Tear Broke My Heart
I Don't Regret Anything Which has happened for the Pass Thew Weeks Because, Without all This Drama There Would be No Heart to Heart Conversations Without These Heart to Heart Conversations There Would be No Brothers, She wouldn't have Learned How much she Really Means To Me. Without All This I wouldn't Know What I'm capable of
2:47 PM
Today would have been the day of 12 Months, The day I could have done something romantic, Something out of the Ordinary, Valentines Day.
The Day every Man has an excuse to Be Romantic. To make that Someone Feel Special. To Spend, More than a Generous amount of Money on Someone, To Do Something you Wouldn't do if it was any other day. But I Don't Need that Excuse. I Don't need It to Be Valentines Day.
The way I See it. I'm able to make Anyone Feel Special, I'm Able to be Romantic when Ever I want, Not When I need to, I'm Able to Make Any Day, Valentines Day But, it is My Choice who I Do it For. It is My Choice.
I Don't Need A Reason to Make that Someone Feel Special I Don't Need A Reason to be Romantic I Don't Need One Special Day of the Year to Show how I feel. I just Need that Someone To Accept Me.
2:12 PM
Saturday, February 13, 2010
"I'm Becoming Patient and Willing To Endure All Things"
Maybe She Knows Something i Don't know Because, I know, I haven't Done Anything Wrong. If Anything, the Worst Thing I Could Have Done, Would Have to be Not Trying At All
1:53 AM
Friday, February 12, 2010
For the Past Few Days I Haven't Mentioned Her Once Towards Friends. She is still there in My Mind Constantly! But, Yesterday Simply saying "I Miss Her" to A Friend Brought Me To Tears. I Don't Know What Got Into Me, I Tried Holding them Back But, Couldn't.
1:42 AM
Google - Blue Fish
12:15 AM
Thursday, February 11, 2010
The Quote I gave Back to Her, Through That Book and Also Within That Bible, Is The Quote I will Never Forget
Love is Patient; Love is Kind; Love is Not Envious or Boastful or Rude. It Bears All Things, Believes All Things, Hopes All Things, Endures All Things.
11:55 PM
Well coming back from Liverpool, After helping with printing out photos getting perfume and BOOST! with a Friend.
Just before getting off i Found, you know what! about you know who! from you know where! on that you know seat! aha yeh, pretty much speaks for itself!
11:33 PM
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Coming back from Tutor today on the train, i stumbled upon the MX Sydney Newspaper, and first checked the Horoscope Section and as a Libra i Found This -
10:01 PM
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Is there Anything else I can Do ? or Have I done it All ?
Should I wait for Her to Approach Me ? or Will She Avoid Me ?
Is there Something I've Missed ? or Is it Something She Missed ?
Do I need to keep Giving Reasons ? or Have I answered them all ?
These are the Questions I've Asked myself Continuously
10:24 PM
The Waiting Game..
9:54 PM
"You Deserve this" 11:59 12:00
"Call Me" 10:00
'Cause I rather just be Alone If i know that i can't Have You" Can't Have You - Jonas Brothers
9:42 PM
Sunday, February 7, 2010
I will be here Waiting to give You the answer to the message i sent to you at TWELVE
I'll Tell my Love Story when i feel it is Right
9:57 PM
10:21 AM
You Do Deserve This
1:31 AM
Friday, February 5, 2010
Just One More Day I have to Push Through with Smiles Still the Thoughts Scatter Within My Mind
11:30 Saturday, Central Station
7:32 AM
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Someday - Rob Thomas
8:43 PM
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Its the Morning. Shes still there on my Mind All these thoughts of What if i done this ? What if i change this ? What was the moment, which made her ?.. Questions still unanswered
The night on the phone to her, I really don't know what got into me Every Word i said Seemed to flow out easily With not thought of what should i say next ? What will she think if i say this ? How is she going to react if i just say this ? Non of that came into mind
It was all my emotions talking my Heart crushing but, still I have Hope Giving this up isn't simple For me this is More For me this is something, I want to Fight for!
This would be the first I've done this The First I've felt this way The First time of Even Trying attempt to Sort an issue Like This out.
Just the past few hours I find it hard Not being able to communicate with her I'm So Tempted to do so but, Not contacting each other for now might be the best thing for us Just wondering What she may be thinking ? Because, Everything I've done was because of you..
7:14 AM
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
I Regret From the Bottom Of my Heart For Lagging her Text Messages It Hurt me so much because my friends wouldnt give me my phone to txt back saying i had to play hard to get
BUT THATS NOT ME it jjust didn't feel right to me and unfair on her! i know its the littlest thing to some people but honestly to me It wasn't if i could take it back just that moment i would because just that Me trying to put you through the pain of making her wait and feeling anxious Hurts me Too but, maybe she didn't feel that way? I wouldn't know for sure
10:36 PM
I want Saturday to Hurry up This is Really Killing me
Honestly im Starting to see Why and I want to Change that and Make it Up to You For the way i Made you see Me
I want to push this im not the type of person to give up Easy and will try until I am fully convinced there is no Hope
I would like Saturday To be at the Beach I understand how Unfair ive been
Before i was talking with All my Emotion and not Thinking At All
But Now I'm able to think with my Emotions in Twine with my Thoughts
Like i said i wont say anymore till Saturday
"Two is Better Than One"
8:45 PM
So Much For Friends.
I don't want to mention anything on here All I want to say I'll Keep and Save till Saturday
I'm not going to stop trying as long as i still feel there is hope
I have to say this week is the hardest week i've ever had in my Life So Far
Every Time my Phone rings I think it's Her Rushing to my Phone with Hope
I have to admit i tired to play the "hard to get" game even though it hurts but, thats not me at all!
You Are My Everything
8:08 PM
Monday, February 1, 2010
I Don't want to act like i dont care about what has happened But, im afraid to say anymore
2:02 AM
i dont know what to do, How to play this I'm lost for words my mind is in A World of its Own
1:29 AM
i wonder, what if?
12:32 AM
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Last night was a fail Night for Jaytee and Pierre Full took one for the team! I Love You Boys! But, for Jamie and I OMFG!! HARDCORE TILL I DIE WAS AMAZING!
DJ Hixxy was playing!! and his like Epic bwah even got to take a picture with him! My feet are sore as a mother fucker! sorry for the language aha Danced the Night Away From 9pm - 6am and here i am still awake from the Rave Since 11am yesterday I feel sooo worn out! Haven't had this feeling in a while!
I've got some videos of the rave too, might post it later because i don't have the cored thingo ma bob =]
I'll continue about the night later, Imma get some beauty sleep!
10:10 AM
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Partied the Night Away!!! with Just the Three! Even though there was a little drama here and there with This dick-head-of-a-white-homo-dudeeee and my sxc asian boy jamie! I have to say the night was AWESOME!!
Seems like a lot of people commented me on my Shirt too hehe dumb thing is, it was a Singlet LOL STUSSY LOVE!!
Jaytee broke down some moves which was nice to see too! Woot woot Party party woot woot! harharhar 8D
1:41 AM
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Today was a beautiful DAY!! bwah besides me having to run for the bus this morning! that was like a KILLER MISSION! I love the weather but, hating how its changing so constantly! Most of my time today I wore a beanie because, Im not bothered to do my Sex hair every bloody morning! Full paranoid the whole day! because everyone within the school was trying to take my beanie off! GRRR aha full looked like a sped holding onto the beaniie!
At one point the bloody teacher came pass and BAM!! took off the beaniie and OMG so embarrassing might as well not show my face at school anymore bwhah that bitch of a teacher! nah kidding shes awesome 8D
OH!! and turns out i have like a group of year 7 stalkers! It wouldn't be the first time, ill say that! People told me they had pictures of me on their phone? and i thought it was just my luvos from maybe bebo or facebook. Well i was wrong, apparently they take pictures of me with their phones!!!! and THATS HELLA CREEPY TOO THE MAXXXX! I would have gone to tell them off but, all year 7 are on camp! so Damit!
ANYYYY WHOOO I'm feeling awesome tonight and can't wait for tomorrow night but like HOW AM I GOING TO GET BACK HOME???
10:53 PM
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
YEH!!!! finally after like a week Finally got back to gym, because i haven't been in ages all because of this tattoo oh and btw my uncle found out about my tattoo! just said the reason why i got it and his like oh well just don't get anymore! Thought i was like going to enter hell and be raged at TOO THE MAXXX bwah
I always ask my little cousins how is their day at school ? but, today one of them actually Asked me, how was my day, what i did and how I'm feeling! that just simply made my day that actually he had the decency to ask me! bwah i know sounds weird, but idk His only like 8 aha
Can't wait for FRIDAY!!!!
9:26 PM
Monday, February 22, 2010
"don't ask me those questions, i dnt need them you may think it was my loss, but to me it wasn't..."
- anonymous
Looking back at the conversation again and again!! I have no idea what was going through your mind, I just can't believe i saw that
I don't understand how She just fell Out Of Love simply like that, Just shows how Strong She Really was and how much She needed Me there to be The One to Remind Her But, now that I am here and Have been There I keep getting told its too Late. Which Annoys me So much deep inside even though I may not show it through my Actions
6:38 PM
Lost For Words, Not Knowing what to think anymore. No matter What I do, It only takes my mind of Her for that One Moment I really do miss her.
Hmm Last night was a FUCKN MISSION, Long Story Short. Drove to City for a Party, Then Walked to Star City for Dinner, Back to the Car, Heading Towards Vietnamese Festival, At the Festival, KoreanSuperStarJaytee Gave his Digits out LOL Headed Back Home Car Broke Down For A bit. Crashed at KoreanSuperstarJaytee's House SHITEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE But, up side is my Nudies didn't get Ruined this time =]
11:53 AM
Friday, February 19, 2010
"It takes a Minute to Like Someone, a Month to Love Someone, But a Lifetime to Forget Someone"
- Anonymous
1:10 AM
Thursday, February 18, 2010
This is Why he is Not my Friend, but my Brother
Jaytee. says: bruz dont listen to what anyone says to make ur judgement of how u really feel, if u have the feeling to keep trying stick to it and neva give up and maybe just maybe she will realize that u are true and u do stick to ur word with truth man. dont ever question ur love for jess cuz i know its real u know its real and everyone else knows its real u just got to keep holding on no matter howmuch it hurts bro cuz in the end either way if u doubt ur self with her ur still guna miss her and keept getting hurt so yeah bro do whatever ur heart tells u how to feel sorry bruz went to check out ur blog saw ur pm and iw as like the fcuk so yeah thought something was up
- снізѕαи♥ says: hmmms thanks jaytee imma blog what you just said to me if you done mind
Jaytee. says: np bro got ur back that what brothers for man haha np man lol
- снізѕαи♥ says: yeh thats how we do =]
10:03 PM
One day, there will be that One day we all Regret I just want to leave my mark within her Mind
I've realized, Thanks to Victoria What am I getting in Return for what I've done ? Nothing Is She putting any Effort ? Guess, Not Then, Why did i keep on trying ? ......
I got asked, Do I want to keep trying ?
I Answered, Do I Need to Keep trying ?
I hate thinking what you Lost, was Something you Wished for
Lil Eddie - Bring Me Back To Life
9:29 PM
I wasn't going to post this but, neh
Date Written - 15 Feb 2010
I Just Need this Section to FKN RAGE
Like, i don't get how i would have been your Valentine If you were going to ask me so late at night. when in the Morning you end up having someone else to go with! Full Lag the Text Message and Not Picking up Calls. Where did you find the time to organize that ? I Don't know if this is an Act to make me jealous but i can say it pisses me off!
Coming home and waiting for that reply, Having a loss of appetite throughout the whole day! Calling, and not getting an answer Bloody! Listening to Untouchable - Living In the Heart and end up breaking into Tears Asking Myself WHY!? WHY THE FUCK!?
I DON'T NEED THIS! I Don't Need to Prove Myself Anymore Heck! i didn't even need to Prove myself from the start Because I know, I done Nothing Wrong! It is Your Lost! I did it All Because of You! This Is What you Keep Asking For You Might as well have it.
But, no matter what it doesn't Change the Way I Feel About you Ask Yourself, Do You Really Want to Push Me Away That Bad? Remember Be Careful What you Wished For!
7:14 PM
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
When do Girls become Women ? When they realize when Boys become Men; When they figure out they Pushed away the Only Man they will ever care about; When they Hold on tight to his Heart and Never let go; When they Give a piece of themselves to us; and When they realize they can never ever care about Anyone the Same way.
via : raindropsonredroses.tumblr.com
11:38 PM
When do Boys become Men ? When they learn not to hurt girls; When they learn how fragile girls hearts are; When they are afraid to push girls too far; When they really truly love a girl; When they leave a piece of them with the girl; When their Heart belongs to the girl; And when they ill Never truly care about anyone else.
11:34 PM
"Nobody understands how much I miss you. I miss how we used to talk, and I miss all the things we used to do. I miss all the Things I Disliked about you and I miss Hearing them Words from your voice. I try not to admit it to Myself, But I still feel this way. Nobody knows that I still wake up Thinking of you Each Day. I would give up everything I have to be Everything we're not anymore"
11:23 PM
Well Pretty Much Speaks for itself. What a Coincidence I have to say but, lols
8:23 PM
Time - 7:03 am
I've just had Three Different Dreams about Her, Woke up in the middle of the night From the First Dream "about her Leaving to America" Falling back to Sleep i was woken up again this time by my Alarm at 5:30am The last moment I remember within this Dream was Reading a Text Message From Her, There is More to It but.. Once Again Going back to Sleep and Finally, 6:56am I was Awake Once again and All i Remember was she telling me this Song Jojo - Keep Forgetting
My Memory about the Dreams is Fuzzy No one is able to remember full details about their Dreams But, You can feel there is Some Missing Details.
7:05 AM
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Anyways, Two of my Best Friends and I got a tattoo last night! Jamie and Me! Designed the tattoo. All Three of Us got it for it's Meaning of Friendship!
Try and Spot the Symbols - An Eye - Symbolizing, We Look out for Each other No Matter What! 3 - Representing Us three, obviously! B - Meaning, We're Not Friends but Brothers A Circle\O - Symbolizing a Never Ending Relationship
9:29 PM
Monday, February 15, 2010
Its the Morning, I feel so frustrated at Myself, I wonder what is Running Around In that Mind of Hers Was Valentines Day, an Act of Revenge ? If Only I Could Turn Back Time, But its not Right to Dwell On the Past It is just another Moment to Move on From and Look forward Not Back.
7:53 AM
Sunday, February 14, 2010
I Really Do Regret Not Knowing I had that Chance "But It Don't Matter What I Try To Do, I Keep on Forgetting to Forget About You"
Jojo - Keep Forgetting
11:43 PM
The Song Stuck On Reply -
Untouchable - Living In The Heart
4:29 PM
People may Have thought I've gone to this Party To get revenge To make myself feel better. But, Honestly That is not the Answer. There is No use of Making the Person Jealous, Making them Feel down. There is No Advantage to it. I went to this Party to Enjoy Myself with Friends and Dancing, Nothing More.
For Those who weren't at the Party Can Only Believe my Words For Those who were at the Party Can Only Believe What they see
But, I'll tell everyone Now I am Loyal and Patient It is Your Choice to Believe That.
3:39 PM
Why did my Phone Have to Go Dead Last Night >< Getting That Message Last Night, After finding a Charger, Annoyed Me So much! Knowing She has Already gone to Bed I still Tried to give her a Call at 2:00 am Hearing no ringing tones... Made Me Think
"Just be Patient"
3:24 PM
Just got Back from a Party and I have to be Honest I will Never Forget that Night. The Night which showed True and Meaningful Friendship I see them More than Friends I see them as Family My Brothers
The Conversation Between Jamie and I is One of them Moments which Stays within my Heart One of them Moments I will never forget Even if i Tried to. That Moment, That Night Helping and Talking to Jaytee about his Broken Heart Is just another One of them Moments Seeing them Both Shedding a Tear Broke My Heart
I Don't Regret Anything Which has happened for the Pass Thew Weeks Because, Without all This Drama There Would be No Heart to Heart Conversations Without These Heart to Heart Conversations There Would be No Brothers, She wouldn't have Learned How much she Really Means To Me. Without All This I wouldn't Know What I'm capable of
2:47 PM
Today would have been the day of 12 Months, The day I could have done something romantic, Something out of the Ordinary, Valentines Day.
The Day every Man has an excuse to Be Romantic. To make that Someone Feel Special. To Spend, More than a Generous amount of Money on Someone, To Do Something you Wouldn't do if it was any other day. But I Don't Need that Excuse. I Don't need It to Be Valentines Day.
The way I See it. I'm able to make Anyone Feel Special, I'm Able to be Romantic when Ever I want, Not When I need to, I'm Able to Make Any Day, Valentines Day But, it is My Choice who I Do it For. It is My Choice.
I Don't Need A Reason to Make that Someone Feel Special I Don't Need A Reason to be Romantic I Don't Need One Special Day of the Year to Show how I feel. I just Need that Someone To Accept Me.
2:12 PM
Saturday, February 13, 2010
"I'm Becoming Patient and Willing To Endure All Things"
Maybe She Knows Something i Don't know Because, I know, I haven't Done Anything Wrong. If Anything, the Worst Thing I Could Have Done, Would Have to be Not Trying At All
1:53 AM
Friday, February 12, 2010
For the Past Few Days I Haven't Mentioned Her Once Towards Friends. She is still there in My Mind Constantly! But, Yesterday Simply saying "I Miss Her" to A Friend Brought Me To Tears. I Don't Know What Got Into Me, I Tried Holding them Back But, Couldn't.
1:42 AM
Google - Blue Fish
12:15 AM
Thursday, February 11, 2010
The Quote I gave Back to Her, Through That Book and Also Within That Bible, Is The Quote I will Never Forget
Love is Patient; Love is Kind; Love is Not Envious or Boastful or Rude. It Bears All Things, Believes All Things, Hopes All Things, Endures All Things.
11:55 PM
Well coming back from Liverpool, After helping with printing out photos getting perfume and BOOST! with a Friend.
Just before getting off i Found, you know what! about you know who! from you know where! on that you know seat! aha yeh, pretty much speaks for itself!
11:33 PM
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Coming back from Tutor today on the train, i stumbled upon the MX Sydney Newspaper, and first checked the Horoscope Section and as a Libra i Found This -
10:01 PM
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Is there Anything else I can Do ? or Have I done it All ?
Should I wait for Her to Approach Me ? or Will She Avoid Me ?
Is there Something I've Missed ? or Is it Something She Missed ?
Do I need to keep Giving Reasons ? or Have I answered them all ?
These are the Questions I've Asked myself Continuously
10:24 PM
The Waiting Game..
9:54 PM
"You Deserve this" 11:59 12:00
"Call Me" 10:00
'Cause I rather just be Alone If i know that i can't Have You" Can't Have You - Jonas Brothers
9:42 PM
Sunday, February 7, 2010
I will be here Waiting to give You the answer to the message i sent to you at TWELVE
I'll Tell my Love Story when i feel it is Right
9:57 PM
10:21 AM
You Do Deserve This
1:31 AM
Friday, February 5, 2010
Just One More Day I have to Push Through with Smiles Still the Thoughts Scatter Within My Mind
11:30 Saturday, Central Station
7:32 AM
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Someday - Rob Thomas
8:43 PM
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Its the Morning. Shes still there on my Mind All these thoughts of What if i done this ? What if i change this ? What was the moment, which made her ?.. Questions still unanswered
The night on the phone to her, I really don't know what got into me Every Word i said Seemed to flow out easily With not thought of what should i say next ? What will she think if i say this ? How is she going to react if i just say this ? Non of that came into mind
It was all my emotions talking my Heart crushing but, still I have Hope Giving this up isn't simple For me this is More For me this is something, I want to Fight for!
This would be the first I've done this The First I've felt this way The First time of Even Trying attempt to Sort an issue Like This out.
Just the past few hours I find it hard Not being able to communicate with her I'm So Tempted to do so but, Not contacting each other for now might be the best thing for us Just wondering What she may be thinking ? Because, Everything I've done was because of you..
7:14 AM
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
I Regret From the Bottom Of my Heart For Lagging her Text Messages It Hurt me so much because my friends wouldnt give me my phone to txt back saying i had to play hard to get
BUT THATS NOT ME it jjust didn't feel right to me and unfair on her! i know its the littlest thing to some people but honestly to me It wasn't if i could take it back just that moment i would because just that Me trying to put you through the pain of making her wait and feeling anxious Hurts me Too but, maybe she didn't feel that way? I wouldn't know for sure
10:36 PM
I want Saturday to Hurry up This is Really Killing me
Honestly im Starting to see Why and I want to Change that and Make it Up to You For the way i Made you see Me
I want to push this im not the type of person to give up Easy and will try until I am fully convinced there is no Hope
I would like Saturday To be at the Beach I understand how Unfair ive been
Before i was talking with All my Emotion and not Thinking At All
But Now I'm able to think with my Emotions in Twine with my Thoughts
Like i said i wont say anymore till Saturday
"Two is Better Than One"
8:45 PM
So Much For Friends.
I don't want to mention anything on here All I want to say I'll Keep and Save till Saturday
I'm not going to stop trying as long as i still feel there is hope
I have to say this week is the hardest week i've ever had in my Life So Far
Every Time my Phone rings I think it's Her Rushing to my Phone with Hope
I have to admit i tired to play the "hard to get" game even though it hurts but, thats not me at all!
You Are My Everything
8:08 PM
Monday, February 1, 2010
I Don't want to act like i dont care about what has happened But, im afraid to say anymore
2:02 AM
i dont know what to do, How to play this I'm lost for words my mind is in A World of its Own
1:29 AM
i wonder, what if?
12:32 AM
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Love is patient;
Love is kind;
Love is not envious or boastful or rude.
It bears all things, believes all things,
Hopes all things, endures all things.
